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watching you from a distance
afraid to get too close ..
hoping you`ll realize
who loves you the most ..
but unless you open your eyes
to the one whos always there
you wont realize that
im the only onewho truly cares ..

Hey everyone. Today was cool. Ray asked Jill out. yay! lol. This guy kept blowing his stuid wistle after school for the longest time and i was getting so fucking pissed and then he started singing "ive been working on the railroad" then robert started singing it and then ray and i kicked ray. lol. I was just talking to ray and he said that robert was supposed to call me...hopefully he will. lol. Im probably gonna get a new site cause this one is fucked up. Okay well i g2g bye.

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alone with you. alone with me.
what can i do? i cannot breath.
my heart is torn. for all to see.
alone with you. alone with me.

Hey everyone. What a confusing day because of robert. Tori asked him back out for me and she usually calls him gay or straight so she went up to him and said "hey since your straight today will you go back out with vicki?" and he said "yea" but then after school he wasnt talking to me and then me and jill were in the hallway getting ready to go to all city band auditions but we were just hanging out in the hallway for a little bit and he came up and said "hey" and we just started talking to him and jill said "so do yall go back out...or...what?" and he said "i dont know...i really dont know" and she said "do you want to go out with her?" and he said "yeah" then she said "then ask her out" and it got quite and i said "you know what...robert...we go out now okay?" and he said "okay" lol and then i had to go so i gave him a hug and i went to all city audition try outs. It was okay. I didnt go good but i didnt do bad either. When i was in the warm up room two girls were listening to me i guess and one of them said "your really good" and i said "um...thanks?" and the other girl said "what high school are you going to?" and i said "bethel" and she said "aw no go to pheobus we need more people like you" and i said "um..okay?"and then they left. So after the auditions and came home. Then ray called and said "do you and robert go out or not?" and i said "i dont know!...can you call and find out?" and he said "um okay" then we hung up and he called back and said "robert said yall do go out" so yeah we do. Thank goodness that worked out. lol. okay well i g2g bye!

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Its so easy to get caught in the eyes of depression..and its so easy to burn in the flames of hell

Hey everyone. Okay i was like crying all week because of robert but im good now because my friends were the ones who messed everything up. Jillian wrote the note then she gave it to jeannie to decorate and then gave it to kelly and i tried to stop kelly but anyway he found out and we were talking on the phone and he was like "so technically we never broke up...right?" and i said "yeah" and he said "ok" so i take it were going back out. At least i hope so...i dont think i could live without him. Taralyn thinks hes sexy...so do i . lol. Well anyway Jillian got her baby for the weekend and she hated it. She got a total of 7 hours of sleep. Sad thing is i get one for the weekend too and i heard its better to get one on the weekday cause you only have it at night for 2 nights but on the weekend you have it 24/7 for 3 days. Thats just great. I get mine the weekend after spring break. Arianes birthday is coming up on Wednesday. Happy Birthday Ariane! Well...almost anyway. Tomorrow i have all city band auditions tomorrow...joy... im nervous. lol. okay well i g2g bye.

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Hey everyone. Im so sad. I broke up with robert. I thought i didnt want a b/f! ah. this is what i heard happened. well heres a IM

ScaredToBreatheX: okay i wrote him a note and i wasnt there after school when he had it ... he was waiting for me outside the band room and i was in the band room and i heard he read it and put his head down and started ripping the paper and through it in the air and he was about tot cry then my friends who have known him forever said "omg he never ever crieds over a girl ... he never cxomes close to it...he always breaks up with them.
ScaredToBreatheX: if u ask him back out hed def say yes" and at that point i was crying but my friend likes him and she was hugging him and she was all over him and i said "do u still like him?" and and she said "yeah" and i said "oh...well...would u mind if i get back together with him" and she said "hed probably say no anyway because of the way u treated him" and then i told her i had to go and so then my friend ray called me and he was talking to robert and robert said hed prob ask me out again

so yeah  i hope we get back together. i love him so much. I dont know why i was a bitch i shouldnt have EVER broke up with him. I didnt realize how much i loved him until that moment. But im single for now and im going to the movies tomorrow so maybe i can just enjoy all the guys tomorrow <3. I have something to say to robert thats very true...

Robert- I love u so much!!!!! I have a empty hole in my heat right now and your the only one who can fill it...if u want to.

Okay well i g2g bye.

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